Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Knocked right back out of the saddle.

The problem with being a complete fucking bitch, is that it tends to make even the simplest of things nearly impossible. I've been trying to get back to my mistressing ways, and return to my old self of Mistress Graves. My husband Ashe has been target of much amusment amongst the circle I hang out with, but the group decided they wanted my maid to take it tonight.

We try to get the ball rolling and she fires one simple comment back at me. May not have meant much to her, But it cut me deep. I admit I showed much more restraint this time in exiting the FFU, than my prior incident with BB. but the second I was away I snapped like a dry and brittle twig. Just was twisted wreck of intense Rage and overwhelming saddness.

Maybe Mistress Graves just doesnt have it anymore....

And I'd certainly like to apologize to all the readers who may not actually know me from Second life. People who have just found this blog at random and just looking for an exciting read. Im sure listening to all this emo bullshit has probably been a huge dissapointmet to all of you as well... That does appear to be my M.O. these days.

We'll see how much longer this blog will thrive.

Miss Graves...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Breaking in a new one.

Its funny how the lure of feminization hits some guys. Earlier in my hiatus I was wandering around to various different sims to maybe see if there were any new playgrounds to play in for my return. One place I frequented a bit was this sim called Bukkake Bliss. I of COURSE was not left alone for very long, pretty woman flying solo at a bukkake joint? I managed to fend off a lot of the advances, but there was one there named Kyle, who was particularly interested in what it was that I do. He’s your stereotypical bling thug. Baggy jeans, backwards hat and some kinda baseball jersey if I remember right. Tons of bling on his neck and wrists. He just couldn’t understand why guys wanted to be forced to be women. So I gave him a crash course in proper rp and what exactly feminization was. He stressed to me that he was totally straight and not at all interested in doing anything that would be gay.

But he really seemed interested in keeping my company. So I told him why not try some little things, like wear a bra and panties and stockings under his clothing. He was shocked by how turned on he was by this, and he continued to I’m me looking for more. So I took him to a small place called Likka House and got him a pretty pale blue maid type dress. He didn’t want to really wear it but he slipped into it. He looked goofy with his short boyish hair and frame with his dress. So I had him demonstrate how he things a girl should put on makeup. Kaylee (as he’s now called) struggled a bit but was getting really into gussying himself up. The end result was some sloppy makeup a boy would do. Cant blame him for that though.

Suddenly he’s found himself very submissive, unable to resist peoples orders. One night while relaxing in the hot tub with Ashe I brought him up to serve us wine.. He seemed helpless to deny orders, so I decided it might be a good time to train him to do what sissies do best. Suck cock. We took him over the fur rug, plugged Ashe with his favorite toy and let the boy go to work. And how eager he was to suck his first cock. He tried really hard to get Ashe to blow his load and he swallowed every drop. The makings of a real slut on our hands.

I tell every male that approaches me, that feminization is one of the most addicting drugs a male can take part in.. They never believe me…. And they end up bound by its curse.. Its kinda sad in one light.

But then again, I have one less chore to do and one more maid to do it.

Keeping my maids skills sharp.

See, I told ya I'd keep posting.

I can be pretty lazy. Despite the fact I work multiple jobs in RL, there is nothing I enjoy more then just spending a relaxing day lounging around my home. The same can be said for my SL. Sometimes I am just not in the mood to play the mistress. Even more so now with this bit of hiatus. So after a day of work I come home and decide I want to slip into my favorite silky undies and bum around our loft. I summon and Ashe and Reanne and tell them to get into uniform. I have Reanne get me a nice glass of wine while I lounge on the couch.

As we know, I train maids. And my focuses on maid ethics boil to three Main aspects: Domestics, Services, and Discipline. This girls certainly have no shortage of domestics tasks with me, and DEFINATLY no shortage of discipline. Sadly though is I don’t have over very many guests. And proper sissy maids must have well rounded skills and be very prepared to Service ANY order.

For those who followed my old blog, Reanne’s first attempt to service did not go very well. My friend Talon was more interested in getting use from Reanne’s lips from getting served tea. Reanne was very shaken by this, and not well prepared, and the end result was a fairly lack luster blowjob. Reanne has become much more disciplined in her services, having been rented out before. Ashe however, has not had that level of training.

So as I sipped my wine, I decided I would like some entertainment and instructed them to go over some kissing drills to entertain me. This are good because it really helps a maid work on their detail, and it helps bringing down there inhibitions. Reanne had no struggle with leaning in and going to work on Ashe. Ashe however got very nervous and didn’t want to do it. But with a bit of tongue and rubbing of the hands he started to get into it. It truly is a beautifully sexy seen to see two pretty maids making out with each over. But I can be a bit of a devil, and just as they really started to get aroused by all of it. I break the kissing, and tell them to prepare my massage. You can decide for yourself who is most bothered by that. Ashe, who isn’t at all feminized in his body and is free to get as aroused as desired? Or Reanne, who has her clitty locked away in chastity and unable to do anything with the frustration? I love doing little exercises like this.

The Dickship won’t hold together, Mr. Wongburger.

Heya Kiddies. I'm still here. Ive just been so busy I haven't had a chance to update. Its nice to see that some people are checking this out. No followers though, cept for maxie. I'll try to remember to put in shorter entrys to keep this moving..

So I actually conducted sort of a “scene” the other night. I had just come home from bowling league (bowling rules, fuck you. I bowled at 651 series), and I was talking to my maid Reanne at a store. I should probably point out that I was drunker than hell off of Rum and Ginger ale. Shortly after my Husband Ashe popped over, and so did my recent trainee Krissy. Ashe was scrolling through outfits when he tossed on something very pink and flowing. He passed to a new outfit and I requested he put on something frilly. “But why?” he said to me. Silly sissy boy, you never learn not to question me. “Because I SAID so, how about that?” Its funny how the slightest little thing can flip my mistress switch. Something about seeing my husband dressed in sissy frills, and my maid and trainee in sexy threads just set me off. We scurried home and started to ask my girls about how much they’d love a wild three way. Reanne couldn’t say but krissy seemed into the idea.

I asked Ashe if he knew what a fluffer was he said he thought so. So I asked him to show me. He always gets so timid when he is forced to serve so we chained him up to the bed, and Krissy decided to help herself to get her prick some attention. She’s only been on hormones for a short time now, so her tool should still be quite functional. While Ashe brought Krissy to attention, I slipped to my red silky undies and pulled on my pink strap on. Gliding over to the side of the bed I instructed Ashe to come lube up my tool. Of course, the lure of something so girly was too strong for Krissy as well, and she sunk to her knees to help Ashe as she kept herself nice and hard. After a little bit of foreplay, I quickly pulled Ashe to the bed.

I have only tagged Ashe with my strapon a couple of times. And he’s not very keen on the idea of being fucked by a guy. He and Reanne haven’t even had that kinda play either. They sucked each others cocks enough times. But he does have quite the sensitive ass, so it didn’t take very much to get him to spread open for me to start railing him.. He didn’t know what I had planned for him, I sunk my nails into his ass, gave him a firm stretch, and gave Krissy the nod. Poor Ashely, his eyes grew wide with shock and fear but before he had the opportunity to fight it, Krissy really stretched her way into Ashe. Took a little bit of poking, needing to use the drag from my strapon to press his way in, but after a bit of work we managed to pump our way into him.

Ashe is very sensitive when you stimulate that area of him. So it didn’t take a very long assault before he blew his juices. Sadly it was already getting kind of late. So after a few minutes of cuddling with Ashe, I let Krissy take my place. Short story I know, but it happened about as fast as this read..

Mistress Graves