Buried Alive by Otep. A song I relate to. Alot.

My RL has been a total mess lately. And because of it, i'm breaking the code i swore when i created my SL persona. Do not let one tarnish the other. I have been not mistressing, I have been pushing away my subs, and i fear my realationship with my partner is reaching its breaking point.....

Sigh.... It's funny how fragile people can be.. Ive been listening to this song alot.. It's one I relate to.... I have become fucking weak.



I speak in verses, prophecies, and curses
I speak in verses, prophecies, and curses

I hate my life

No miracle is coming (Hate you)
It's just a hole (Hate you)
Nothing's wrong with you (Hate you)
Must maintain control (Hate you)
Everyone's asking questions, No place is safe
I'll forfeit resurrection, To escape this pain

I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life

I speak in verses, prophecies and curses

This storm of thorns is growing (Hate me)
There's no end in sight (Hate me)
Chaos claws my jaw (Hate me)
And incites a mental riot (Hate me)
I'm in the mouth of madness, With a tongue of poetry
I ate the spine of Atlas, Now the world is crushing me

I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life
I hate my life

Buried alive behind enemy lines
Surrogate child for the sins of all mankind

Hate

Buried alive behind enemy lines, buried alive, buried alive
Buried alive behind enemy lines, buried alive, buried alive
Buried alive behind enemy lines, buried alive, buried alive
For the sins of all mankind